Step outside. Look around sometime.
You are not your thoughts. You're not your past, you're not your future.
Scary.
So life is about experiences. I've known this for over a year now. It gave me happiness, whether artificial or otherwise, but after a while it just wasn't enough. I think I might have figured out the reason. You can't experience you're life by living in the past or future.. you've got to experience it by living in the now. Not thinking about what I've got to do tomorrow, or what could be, or what was.. just what is. So all this time I've been wanting to experience life, but I haven't really been because I've been off somewhere else the whole time. So now what? Now I've got to fight as hard as I can to be in the now and just live my life, instead of thinking of what could or would or should be.
Scary.
So life is about experiences. I've known this for over a year now. It gave me happiness, whether artificial or otherwise, but after a while it just wasn't enough. I think I might have figured out the reason. You can't experience you're life by living in the past or future.. you've got to experience it by living in the now. Not thinking about what I've got to do tomorrow, or what could be, or what was.. just what is. So all this time I've been wanting to experience life, but I haven't really been because I've been off somewhere else the whole time. So now what? Now I've got to fight as hard as I can to be in the now and just live my life, instead of thinking of what could or would or should be.