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So now that I'm semi-capable of doing anything, I've got nothing to do. Isn't that just a kick in the nuts, haha if I had them that is. I'm still not doing great, but I'm doing better, which is a start. Still randomly sink into deep depression and still get really down on myself and attempt to push people away, but at least it's not an all day everyday event anymore. So yeah idleness has taken over my life. I can't seem to think of things to do with my time. So I spend all day online, which isn't very productive at all. I've started working again, going to do about 2-3 shifts a week. I'm hesitant to take on more shifts because I don't want to freak out again. At least now though I get those free rentals and I can waste a lot of time watching movies and such. ANYONE HAVE ANY IDEAS ON WHAT I CAN DO WITH MY FREE TIME?!?!?! k thanks bye.