Cheryl
I know longer think I should write in these journals, but i do wish to say something to everyone befor I get done, I have oppsolutly fallin' for someone, she's smart, sexy, polite, and interesting, she knows how to make me smile even on the worst of days, I get online just to see if she writes about me, to see how she feels. Im always afraid that this feeling is not shared, but I can see that I dont really have anything to worry about. I get butterflies everytime the phone rings late at night, I hope its her, but at the same time, nervous that it is her. I've changed alot in the past few months, so it may be a bad time to consider starting a relationship, butthen again, I do belive things happen for a reason. She is the only one that actually makes me have to think. She makes life so much more interesting, it isnt like "I know everything, I know what is going to happen" anymore, I question everything now, I used to be alot more confident, but I cant anymore. I love the fact that she is ambitious, outgoing, she's interested in me, that a plus :)
But when you think about someone more becasue of their personality, not because of their ass, which is just as attractive :), but anyway, if you do that, the person is more important to you then it would be otherwise, I like the way she'll touch me without reason, she knows when something is wrong, she makes me feel wanted and needed, something I am not very used to. I cant yet say something essential to a relationship, because well, it is very important to me that I dont fuck-up another relationship. She is very important to me and Iwill do whatever it takes to make sure I dont. She knows that I already have to fix something, but I promised her I would, And that promise will NOT go forgotten. She makes me want to keep all my habbits that are promising, and rid myself of all my bad habbits, by the way, already done.
"When the heavens dropped a gift to it's son, It gave him the one thing he was missing in his life, an essential gift that was deprived from him, a gift that is wanted by all, but only deserved by the few: Love from an angel, the love from a creature so wonderful, that the heavens itself is jelouse of her beauty." If this angel reads this, please tell me if I am right to not worry, tell me that everything will be alright, and everything will be okay. Let me know.
But when you think about someone more becasue of their personality, not because of their ass, which is just as attractive :), but anyway, if you do that, the person is more important to you then it would be otherwise, I like the way she'll touch me without reason, she knows when something is wrong, she makes me feel wanted and needed, something I am not very used to. I cant yet say something essential to a relationship, because well, it is very important to me that I dont fuck-up another relationship. She is very important to me and Iwill do whatever it takes to make sure I dont. She knows that I already have to fix something, but I promised her I would, And that promise will NOT go forgotten. She makes me want to keep all my habbits that are promising, and rid myself of all my bad habbits, by the way, already done.
"When the heavens dropped a gift to it's son, It gave him the one thing he was missing in his life, an essential gift that was deprived from him, a gift that is wanted by all, but only deserved by the few: Love from an angel, the love from a creature so wonderful, that the heavens itself is jelouse of her beauty." If this angel reads this, please tell me if I am right to not worry, tell me that everything will be alright, and everything will be okay. Let me know.