Something on my mind...
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But that was not the point of this post.
I've been thinking a lot lately. I realize how some people might find my tastes a bit shallow. And that bothers me, because I'm not. I really am not. And I was thinking about how a lot of people I know are very shallow. (Btw I'm talking about music right now - but I guess this can apply to real life too.) I won't name names, and I hope that this doesn't come off offensive. Anyway...
I've noticed some people that base music on looks. And I don't like that. I mean, I guess an argument could be, well I always spazz about how cute people are. Like omg Shou's so cute and omg look Hangeng's so hot. Well, yeah I do that, but all in good fun. That's my motto. All in good fun. And whether I am spazzing about looks or not, when it really comes down to it, I'm 100% in it for the music. So honestly, Super Junior could be full of ugly people and alice nine. could be totally uncute, and I would still like them. Because I liked them for their music. And there are certain people I know that base music on looks. I don't like that. I've completely lost respect for these people. I mean, I used to admire them. Want to be like them. Until I found out how fucking shallow they were. After that I lost every sort of respect. And the fact that they can be bigoted or completely arrogant and ignorant at the same time. I mean... really. Just because an artist is cute or good looking doesn't make them talented or good. I mean, I could list a couple examples, but I won't because it might offend some people. In any case, I'm tired of hearing that people I know don't like an artist because they're not cute or don't listen to a musician because they aren't good-looking. I'm tired of that. I really am. And I'm sick and tired of feeling like I'm one of the only people out there that care about how the music sounds. And some of my closer friends (like Natalie) know that I'm in it 100% for the music. Again, one could say that I always talk about looks and etc. But I'm not really. I mean, most of the time when I'm spazzing abotu cuteness and adorableness, I most likely am talking about their personality, and I very rarely even get into the actual band members. Most of the time if I like a band, it's really only their music. I only listen to that and don't watch the interviews or anything. So I don't know. I'm just very annoyed and have realized how shallow certain people are. And now, I can't help but look down on them because honestly, they were like... my mentors or something. I mean, they're such big, fucking, hypocrites and I'm so sick and tired of hearing them say they're in it for the music and that's what's most important to them because you know what? It isn't to them. All they care about is looks. And albiet sometimes they can be true, they generally aren't. And I hate talking to these people. They don't know anything and they don't understand anything but flawless perfection in a person's face. I'm tired of hearing it and I want to tell them, but they'd never believe me. They'd deny it wholeheartedly and I bet they're lying to themselves. They're in so much denial - you can see it in their face. And you know wha sucks? You can't slap them in the face and yell at them for being stupid and mindless. And I really want to so badly. Natalie understands this, I know she does. We've had conversations about it. I'm really sick and tired of hearing these hypocritical people point out my own flaws when they don't know the first thing about anything. So I don't know. I want them to know that I'm not shallow the way they are, but they'll never see that. To them, I'm just another shallow little fangirl and they'll never understand the depth of my thinking. (Not to say I'm that great or anything.) Honestly, all these people are is booksmart. They fail at everything else. Natalie can vouch for me. She knows too. I'm just really tired of all this mindless spazzing when really, they should be thinking of the music because musicians make music. They aren't models. So stfu. Please. God. And they've totally failed me, these "mentors" of mine that I used to look up to. So I don't know. Opinions? Comments? Questions? Anything?
So now I gotta go cuz I just finished doing my powerpoint presentation on Google Docs and my mom's getting all annoying. LOL.