I never thought that I would use this again
So I am officially in florida now, It was a bumpy beginning and while nothing is ever settled I feel good about the move. When I first got here everything seemed to be flowing pretty good I went soon into orientation for marriott grande vista. Then I moved in with mike and harry into the first apartment and my parents helped a lot I set up a bank account and got some things purchased like a very comfy air mattress. And in that first month I lived in the living room. It sucked I was starting to feel at that point that I couldnt just be me. I had to put all my clothes into the corner and was just living out of a suitcase, And I worked six days a week and so I felt like I had no time for me either. Then when I would a day off I would be by myself because it wasnt the same schedule as my roomates and I didnt know neone extra. So anywhoo then the second month came we went and got our lease signed and that first weekend we were moved in It seemed so fast the living room was put together and everyones room and bam it felt like home.It felt soo good to just shut my door and have my own bathroom. But as I settled I was also fighting getting my mail straightened out I had to get my checks redone then my debit card never showed up. I was sick of going to walmart to do all my banking. Then my cars back window fell off the track and I had to drive a ways to get that taken care of...thank god for warranties. And after that my cell phone charger port broke and bam had to get a new phone, Im greatful that I was able to square this all away but it took up my days off. Now I've been in this apartment nearly three weeks and I love it. I just bought groceries tonight Im getting back on track eating healthy and tomorrow my plans are to go work out and clean my room. (all this space means all the more to trash) And whilst me and bill have been away so long and its been so hard I still know we will find a way to work this out. Although technically we broke up once through all of this I felt even stronger when we couldnt even not talk to each other for a day. Bill is coming down before thanksgiving and even wants to extend his stay. Im so glad that hes supported me through this even though he didnt want to. I absolutely love my job and feel so much more mature and responsible then before. This is different then 2004 and I can only hope the future here is positive for me.