i felt like writing today, but my hand writing is doing some weird like popular girl looking hand writing as oposed to my unintelligible chicken scratch, and i don't know why, and it's really freaking me out. maybe it's the subjuct matter. maybe if i start writing about 1963 and grain alcohol and how the chevy just wont turn over, just in time for x-mas. and i wish i could hold every detail like a photograph.(that isn't scaned by a peice of shit scanner.)