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Well, it seems I was right in assuming that people would take things I said the wrong way. It's ok, I was prepared for that. I just needed some way to get all of that off of my chest....because boy that night was aweful. It's better now though, I'm pretty sure at least. I'm pretty good about living in the present...for the most part. I'm still deciding if this is a good thing or a bad thing. It's like each day I can be new, forgive and forget....unless I dwell on it....then I remind myself why I was upset in the first place. Oh well, I will learn someday.
I have not been feeling well for the past few days, but today after school I started feeling much better. Even considering the way I was feeling, I would say that today was a pretty good day. I successfully turned in all of my homework that I didn't even start until this morning (bad Caitlyn) and talked more with certain people I've managed to avoid lately. Made me miss things, that won't ever be the same though. We got these folders with our class rakings. I don't really like the pattern I seem to be following. 9th grade-#6, 10th grade-#10, 11th grade-#11...heh, I'm #11 in the 11th grade...maybe that's lucky. :) After school some people came over to my house and hung out until play practice. We just read through more at practice, and still aren't finished....wow! This should be interesting getting this all done in three weeks.
I'm starting to realize how I ramble on about nothing, which makes me wonder if I should really be posting this much. From now on, I'm only saying what needs to be said for my own sake. Maybe I will gradually stop using this....I don't know. We will see.