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This week has been very exhausting. Every day I get up, feeling like I haven't gotten enough sleep. It's true I do get about 7 hours each night, but nevertheless it takes a lot out of me. When the end of the day comes, I feel totally burnt out, half asleep, half giggly from being tired. It's a terrible feeling. I get back home and down some chocolate, giving me just enough energy to keep awake and do homework. Then, it happens all over again, the same routine. This state of tiredness, of lethargy, must stop, and I think I'm going to welcome caffiene as a new friend. I've mingled with her, lets say, but I never really invited her over to play cards or hang out. Yes, I think caffiene will give me what I've wanted and needed all along. My only hesitation is the consequences of inviting her over. Will she use me for her own benefit or will she just let me use her without a penalty? Will she make me need more of her to get the same effect, or can I just take little of her and solve my problem? I have no idea, but I don't think it will hurt that much to make a new friend. And what form does she best come in, coffee or pop? Again, I haven't mingled enough with her to know what amount of this new friend would be an ideal fit. My guess is somewhere inbetween pop and coffee. I just hope she doesn't use me.