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today im really depressed cuz i just wanna be friends with like EVERYONE but its seeming more and more impossible... so i dont know wat to do anymore! if u have a sugestion i would love to hear it... well n.e. way i went to practice for softball tuesday and wednesday and im pretty much LOVING IT!!! i liked playing b4 but i havent played in 5 years so i was kinda worried so im just trying my hardest and hoping its good enough! tomorrow after school i am going softball shopping for stuff like cleets and maybe some under armor!!! woo that would be sweet! and if i need to maybe some silding shorts too... cuz i got the pad that comes up just above my knee and so i think i might need one that comes up a lil bit higher. dont want the merchindise to have scrapes all on them lol J/P my legs are already ugly with scares and stuff. i also really tired today so things are getting on my nerves even more (my sister kept me up last night talkin to me) so im just trying to keep to myself as much as possible without ignoring people cuz i dont want to do or say anything i will regret...cuz i know if i did say the stuff that is on my mind i wouldnt really mean it and i would possibly hurt people or make them mad when THEY dont deserve it cuz they havent done anything to me. but ya i have to pee really bad right now so first trip when the bell rings for lunch will be the lil girls room lol. but ya im out for now ~peace~SAm