Ya So......
so I'm sitting in the Computer Lab at Career Academy. I'm supposed to be doing work...haha funny joke. This class is a fucking joke. I passed the test with a 100%, I was the only one who got that too. I have a 98% in the class. I'm bored out of my mind. I'm going to the Holt's house this weekend to not celebrate the 4th of July. We are celebrating the 3rd of July! LOL. My friends and family crack me up. JW's aren't supposed to celebrate like any holiday except for the memorial of JC's death. But coincidentally my family gets together the week of turkey-day, and we eat turkey! Those dinners are the whole "shabang", but we aren't celebrating Thanksgiving. Oh Well, I love my life, well most of it. In other news:
My mom thinks something happened with me and Ryan. (Since when were me and him a "we"?) Last night she asked me "Have you talked to Ryan lately?" Being grossed out by the thought of him, I gave her a REALLY ignorant "NO!" So she was like "What's wrong with talking to him?" "He's different than I thought he was." "What do you mean?" "I don't want to talk about it. It's stupid anyway." "You need to work out whatever problem you guys have. He was a really nice guy." I proceeded to roll my eyes and walk into the next asle of Walgreens.
I'm tired of being tired. I want to go back to the happy go lucky Amanda that didn't care about what anyone else thought except for herself. I don't know where she went, but I want her back desperately. I can see it now: "WANTED: Amanda's Life. $5 Reward to ANYONE who finds her." Maybe its just that I miss all the Metro people. Like they say: "You don't know what you have until you loose it." I think I took my friends for granted, but now I realize I'm really lucky to have you guys. I still have friends outside of school, but not as many as I have IN school. Outside of school, I have like Chrissy and Steve, and sometimes Jesse, and others, but not everyone.
I could write more, but I'm tired of thinking. So I Love You Guys, I REALLY DO!
My mom thinks something happened with me and Ryan. (Since when were me and him a "we"?) Last night she asked me "Have you talked to Ryan lately?" Being grossed out by the thought of him, I gave her a REALLY ignorant "NO!" So she was like "What's wrong with talking to him?" "He's different than I thought he was." "What do you mean?" "I don't want to talk about it. It's stupid anyway." "You need to work out whatever problem you guys have. He was a really nice guy." I proceeded to roll my eyes and walk into the next asle of Walgreens.
I'm tired of being tired. I want to go back to the happy go lucky Amanda that didn't care about what anyone else thought except for herself. I don't know where she went, but I want her back desperately. I can see it now: "WANTED: Amanda's Life. $5 Reward to ANYONE who finds her." Maybe its just that I miss all the Metro people. Like they say: "You don't know what you have until you loose it." I think I took my friends for granted, but now I realize I'm really lucky to have you guys. I still have friends outside of school, but not as many as I have IN school. Outside of school, I have like Chrissy and Steve, and sometimes Jesse, and others, but not everyone.
I could write more, but I'm tired of thinking. So I Love You Guys, I REALLY DO!