Even though I knew it wasn't going to happen, I really really wanted for Belgium Boy to kiss me on Friday ( Read more... )

Dear Chad ( Read more... )

Two years ago he gave me a single long stemmed  red rose on Valentines day. (because he chickened out from giving it to my best friend)
Today he gave me a cupcake to ask me out. (because he needs a rebound from my other friend who decided she didn't like him)

LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

(this is making me feel sick to my stomach)

I'm such a huge creeper, which I always forget and then remember and then can't believe.

And G can draw. Like, amazingly well. OMG. That's all.

 
I've been realizing more and more how much I love Matt Ds eyes. I could get lost in them so very easily. Today I almost did.

Also, I could kill C for avoiding me. So what if I don't have any romantic feelings for him! I want my friend back.

 This conversation made me feel like SUCH a douchebag. Eff, I sorta saw it coming too.Why???

I say:
anyways, what are you up to tomorrow after exams?

C says:
 elton john would pretty much make up for the loss of not having seen anyone play live before
 I think I'm supposed to go to js for a pool party, then I have to  work

I say:
 lol, it did

C says:
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*I'm always ignoring you. I'm sorry, but at the same time I'm really not.

**I had a dream where you were my step brother type thing. You were angry, I was happy. But only because it meant  we couldn't be together.

***His facebook status.... ________________ would like to look at you some more. This had better not be about me.

****I feel so vain for ( Read more... )

JR was dressed as a cat today.

I had no idea that that could be hot, but it sooo was.

OMG

C, please stop trying to ask me out! I hate doing this to you, and I hate the shitty feeling it gives me to even think about it!!! PLEASSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Please?

 Today was a good day ( Read more... )