Fear Of Girls: love is just a +2 broadsword away.
i have had a really lazy and pleasant weekend. i guess you could say that the weekend has been boring and unimportant but fuck it was nice.
our metal ddr pad broke so i can't bother the rest of my roommates by playing kind lady over and over and over anymore. until we get it fixed.
today i got fat off of dim sum at the very unfortunately named 'the old place'. i don't regret this at all.
on the other hand,
WOW IS SERIOUS BUSINESS ROFFLECOPTERS alright. god is telling me that it is a pretty good idea to lay off for a while. and that mary-ellen is sterile.
on the other hand, when dealing with confrontations and other situations where i would be normally expected to be all 'WAH WAH EMO EMO,' i am just getting very angry instead. this isn't as horrible as it sounds, because anger inspires me to take action a lot more than pointless angst does. so, hypothetically.... actually forget it, i deleted this part because it was nasty and petulant and most importantly, has been sort of resolved.
and on the other hand. (i have a lot of hands)
let's say there is someone you have held a consistantly high opinion of since day one of meeting them, however you have always felt that the feeling was not reciprocated. then you find strong implications (well. fuck implications.) that imply that, uh, hey, they don't think you're so bad. this obviously doesn't make me angry, but it's definitely making me uncomfortable. i mean, damn, i was fine with just liking you while accepting the fact that you thought i was disposable, but. uhhhhhhhhhhh. now what!? jason describes the feeling i have as cognitive dissonance and i don't know what that means because i'm a moron. i am okay with that.
"Oh, hey, guys. What are you up to?"
spikey: "Ohhh man, we're getting so fuckin' wasted tonight."
blonde: "Then when I get him home I'm gonna fuck him like a racehorse."
spikey: "....wait what?"
blonde: "Nothing just keep drinking."
w/e. this may not be the best thing i've ever drawn but it was fun to do.
Mp3 of the Day:
[Fake Tales of San Francisco] by [Acrtic Monkeys]