Rawrg & Grumble...Oh Dearest Brother
So my brother has been trying to call me all weekend. This is the on who lives in Qatar so he can call me, but I can't call him back. He finally got a hold of me last night and it was letting me know what his wedding plans were since apparently his divorce has officially gone through and he can marry his current fiance. His wedding is June 11 in Thailand. I've sort of just told him no because that's the weekend of A-kon and I'm pretty dead locked into A-kon and have been for the better part of half a year. But there's still that little voice in the back of my head that says I really should go be there for my brother and his new wife (who is currently pregnant which is why they're rushing this along a little bit so she won't look like a pregnant bride). He says he understands but she seems really sad about it. She was even going to loan us the money if that was the factor that would keep us from being there. Logan has straight out said he's going to Akon because he's been looking forward to it and at this time it's his next guaranteed actual weekend off since they're in big over time crunch at work. And so far the plan stands that I will be at Akon because there's really a lot I'm looking forward to there and I have told him no as it is, but I just feel so fuckin' guilty about it. I mean I really wanna go, but there's no way I can be both places at once and it tears me apart inside....