Yes, it's going to get emo.
I just want to give up, really. Jeremy and I have been arguing a lot lately, and when I admit that I'm just scared about shit, it's like he never even heard me. Now we aren't talking. I have no one to talk to but this goddamn journal.
I'm the first one to say that I'm not perfect, so it really irks me when people tell me all about my flaws as if I don't know these things.
Maybe everything really is my fault. I don't know anymore. I'm going so crazy, I don't know what's real.
Heh, earlier, I had someone on Youtube call me an asshole and tell me that I should die, literally. Just because I said that their statement about "all music beyond The Beatles sucks" is a tad ignorant, and that they should consider looking for bands that have been influenced by The Beatles if they don't like the rest of what today's rock/pop has to offer.
So I should die for saying that.
I don't know. Maybe.
Sometimes, I wish this would end. I'm too old for this shit. Everything hurts so much now.
I'm the first one to say that I'm not perfect, so it really irks me when people tell me all about my flaws as if I don't know these things.
Maybe everything really is my fault. I don't know anymore. I'm going so crazy, I don't know what's real.
Heh, earlier, I had someone on Youtube call me an asshole and tell me that I should die, literally. Just because I said that their statement about "all music beyond The Beatles sucks" is a tad ignorant, and that they should consider looking for bands that have been influenced by The Beatles if they don't like the rest of what today's rock/pop has to offer.
So I should die for saying that.
I don't know. Maybe.
Sometimes, I wish this would end. I'm too old for this shit. Everything hurts so much now.