Last night was really almost a dream for me. Dream as in everything is so unbelievable and dream also as in everything just cannot be. I thought things would clearer in the harsh light of day but no, the dream-like quality is still there. Why am I me? Why did things happen? How can one night be the most wonderful and surreal and yet most heart- ( Read more... )

I spent about half an hour online arguing with my ex, J. And I was refuting this absolutely horrible thing he said to me ( Read more... )

I’m constantly amazed at which I’m surprised whenever my heart still feel pangs of … something for my ex-es. I say something because it’s not really just pain or hurt or sadness… It’s just … indescribable ( Read more... )

Damn the person who stood at the ladies sink and splashed water everywhere and damn myself for not noticing and standing too close and damn the stupid polyester skirt for crinkling on contact with water *grrr ( Read more... )