hmm...
On sunday night i was so horny i thought i was gonna die! i've never been so fricken horny before in my life. i've been thinking a lot about sex, and i can't figure out why i've waited so long. if my parents weren't home i would have called adam and had him come over. i'm glad i didn't though because i don't want to lose my virginity to him. like, i don't care if it's very special or whatever, but i want it to be with someone i care about at least a little, and no offense, but adam kind of grosses me out sometimes. i was talking to my friend sam about this yesterday in photo, and she felt the same way this weekend when she almost had sex with her b/f...but see, at least she would have sex with her b/f who she loves, where as i'm actually thinking about screwing the next guy i go out on a date with. i haven't talked to amanda about this yet because she just got back and she's pretty busy, but i'm not sure how she's going to react.
Miles invited me over his house tonight... hmm... i don't think i could have sex with him because it would probably be weird, but i might have a good time if i go. i don't know yet... i don't know, we'll see.
Miles invited me over his house tonight... hmm... i don't think i could have sex with him because it would probably be weird, but i might have a good time if i go. i don't know yet... i don't know, we'll see.