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[kokiri85]

The fuzzy warm feelings about her speaking up over alcoholism have pretty much worn off -__-

I never, never see her; I see her boyfriend more often. Because he never goes away. He's here in the morning while I'm making breakfast. I hate myself for being so nasty, but. Ugh. I tried to make an effort last week, asked her to go have tea, and she

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[imkalena]

Yeah. I say . . . don't make an effort. Sorry she's such a dick.

[kokiri85]

I feel so passive-aggressive, just giving up without ever confronting her about it. But I can't seem to get her alone to try to talk, and... at this point I feel like--if she honestly thinks this is okay, then. What is the point of the friendship anyway. Bleh.

Thank you.

[kokiri85]

If it was just the boyfriend that was bothering me, that'd be one thing. But it's this pattern, that when she's on break from school and has free time she just disappears cometely, can't be bothered to make time for me alongside her other, more fun friends. I feel like I'm just back-up to her, for when there's nothing better to do.

I should still probably talk to her. Or--text her, since it's impossible to ever be alone with her in person. I just. Am not sure this friendship is worth the effort anymore.

[kokiri85]

*sigh* Yeah. I had hoped to talk to her in person, but there's never a chance... at some point I guess I'll have to figure out exactly what I want to say and text it to her.