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Alrighty then! Today is another day, just like any other day, yet there is something different about today. No... wait.. still just another day. < ^ ^ > Going out to get some good food, and then off to Barnes and Noble to do some drawing/reading. I need to be around some smart stuff, the more I work at Safeway the more I feel like my brain is turning to pudding... Like some sort of chocolate and vanilla pudding. I did actually have a pretty good Christmas, the highlight of the night was getting my diploma from Collins, and an ornament with my Dad's Birthday and Deathday engraved on the back. Yeah, it was all "To: Jason (Jason being my legal name, and my mom being the only one to ever call me that) From: Dad". Seeing that and then reading the poem that came with the ornament damn near put me to tears. It really made me realize that I wasn't going to have another Christmas with my dad and that jerked me around for a moment. With my diploma, came the knowledge that my mom took care of the rest of my student loan! < ^ ^ > I was sooo happy I was speakless, and I have no idea how to thank her for such a gift.
On a sad note, I found out that my mom sold our house and will be moving out on the 13th of Jan. Which means she won't be here when I start school this semister. That leaves me with just my grandmother here. Other than that I have my friends to keep me company.
I think I'm at the point where I can say that I'm okay with being alone right now, but I would like to have a relationship, but I'm picky when it comes to dating girls. I think it's just a matter of time. I'm not trying to get a girl at this point, because I know that the harder I try the more I won't be myself, and I won't enjoy myself if I have to put of a facade everytime we hang out. Not to mention the fact that I would be lying to her about who I am.To be honest most girls don't understand me, or don't understand why I say random off the wall comments. It tends to confuse them... lol < ^ ^ > Which makes me laugh even more than I was when I made the random comment. In conclusion, Logun almost never makes a damn bit of sense, which will scare some and confuse all.
On a sad note, I found out that my mom sold our house and will be moving out on the 13th of Jan. Which means she won't be here when I start school this semister. That leaves me with just my grandmother here. Other than that I have my friends to keep me company.
I think I'm at the point where I can say that I'm okay with being alone right now, but I would like to have a relationship, but I'm picky when it comes to dating girls. I think it's just a matter of time. I'm not trying to get a girl at this point, because I know that the harder I try the more I won't be myself, and I won't enjoy myself if I have to put of a facade everytime we hang out. Not to mention the fact that I would be lying to her about who I am.To be honest most girls don't understand me, or don't understand why I say random off the wall comments. It tends to confuse them... lol < ^ ^ > Which makes me laugh even more than I was when I made the random comment. In conclusion, Logun almost never makes a damn bit of sense, which will scare some and confuse all.