i can not do the smurf.

[kodakmemory]

fuck for:
. being grounded
. black and white paintings
. fighting with people who aren't going to be there later
. getting grounded in the first place
. being confused
. jocking styles without knowing it
. people who talk shit
. girls who want your man
. frustration
. getting fat
. being lazy and getting fatter for it
. school
. bitch sisters
. going over your minutes
. gross flem-like in boys' pants
. annoying drunk people

yay for:
. no fighting
. being happy
. valentine's day and actually having a valentine
. home made presents
. going out to look for jobs
. hot shirts
. inside jokes
. teasing and teaching myself
. getting along
. new paints
. feeling protected and loved
. love in general
. making a hot layout (no jocking included)
. knowing those girls won't get anywhere
. conversations about gross flem-like in boys' pants
. friends and best friends
. working out
. cute pictures
. fun drunk people
. cute drunk pictures
. being an idiot
. making deals to get a car

lately it feels like there's a lot more yays than fucks. i hate fucks.

the word curious: i aim for the pants.