and i need you now somehow..
i don't know if it's this strange heat wave outside, my parents cranking up the heat, or me getting sick from my freezing escapade last night. probably all of the above. my head has hurt really bad since last night.
last night was strangely fun. i went to sobo's with joe and tynan, then we went to play pool with some rage chick jayme. her and joe got in a fight. she had constant pms and severe road rage (i feared for my life). it was exciting, i enjoy hanging out with those boys. the night before i didn't do much. i went to target with ali and carly, me having $20 dollars and not spending any of it so i could save up to buy joe a valentine's day present, but now he probably isn't getting anything because last night i lent him 10 and spent 5.
i made a new journal for dianne and now it's just being shit because the picture won't take up the background and i don't know why. piece of shit.
my entries lately have been getting worse and worse, reason for me hardly writing anymore. but i did make a new friend :) away from those other cunts who think they're tough lj shit.
i've realized lately there's only a few people i'll really try hard for anymore, and those are my closest friends. anyone else can go suck something because you know, i only get shit on by anyone else. i mean, of course i'll be there for everyone and hang out and love to continue being friends, but i will not go above and beyond for those who wouldn't for me. simple as that.
i'm on some sort of eating thing now. it's not so much of a diet but just cutting back because lately it's been a lot, and eating more healthy. then i'm excercising again because i stopped and i hate it. i can't wait until the dumb snow clears up so i can go on my walks again. me and meliss used to have once a week walks and that had to stop because of the cold.
sobo's dad said that on tuesday it should snow like 10 inches. this little gypsey is just not ready for that.
i have a snapple that i opened not an hour ago, i put the cap back on and now i can't get it off.
my back is bruised and has insanely inflamed muscles and my neck hurts very bad (yes dana, the ballsy story reason.) so i'm going to go take a shower and lay down.
last night was strangely fun. i went to sobo's with joe and tynan, then we went to play pool with some rage chick jayme. her and joe got in a fight. she had constant pms and severe road rage (i feared for my life). it was exciting, i enjoy hanging out with those boys. the night before i didn't do much. i went to target with ali and carly, me having $20 dollars and not spending any of it so i could save up to buy joe a valentine's day present, but now he probably isn't getting anything because last night i lent him 10 and spent 5.
i made a new journal for dianne and now it's just being shit because the picture won't take up the background and i don't know why. piece of shit.
my entries lately have been getting worse and worse, reason for me hardly writing anymore. but i did make a new friend :) away from those other cunts who think they're tough lj shit.
i've realized lately there's only a few people i'll really try hard for anymore, and those are my closest friends. anyone else can go suck something because you know, i only get shit on by anyone else. i mean, of course i'll be there for everyone and hang out and love to continue being friends, but i will not go above and beyond for those who wouldn't for me. simple as that.
i'm on some sort of eating thing now. it's not so much of a diet but just cutting back because lately it's been a lot, and eating more healthy. then i'm excercising again because i stopped and i hate it. i can't wait until the dumb snow clears up so i can go on my walks again. me and meliss used to have once a week walks and that had to stop because of the cold.
sobo's dad said that on tuesday it should snow like 10 inches. this little gypsey is just not ready for that.
i have a snapple that i opened not an hour ago, i put the cap back on and now i can't get it off.
my back is bruised and has insanely inflamed muscles and my neck hurts very bad (yes dana, the ballsy story reason.) so i'm going to go take a shower and lay down.