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A proper update?! ::pauses for gasping:: So yeah, I think I'm just a tad overdue for one of these.
Light stuff out of the way first:
Sister already came and left. She got a spiff-tastic internship upstate so she could only really stay for two weeks. I plan on going up there to bother her quite often ^_^.
I just decided to make new userpics randomly. I was in the worst mood I've been in in a long time, more on that later. For some strange reason, it made me really happy. I guess doing something OTHER than allowing my cast-iron cauldron of issues to simmer over the blazing flames of negative parentals while being stirred with the large wooden spoon of extreme stubbornness was good for me (all hail the horrible metaphors!). Anyway, I think about three of you are going to recognize these people so it doesn't really make much of a difference. They're pretty anyway. (and I just didn't have the heart to get rid of Leary. Can ya blame me? ^_-)
So, yeah. Life's been... fun since my last actual post. As a continuation of my last post, my grades are still as bad (who knew it was possible to get a 6%? no less in astronomy? Hm.). Okay, I'll admit I don't have the best attitude as far as my grades go. I'm comfortable with that. I suppose that's the problem, though. My father's locked mind-set is that the only college I'll get into is Suffolk, and that even that's a stretch. Yet, he still emails me college information. Hm. Right. My mother's side of the argument is the same as my father's. She just added that she won't pay for me to go to college anywhere BUT Suffolk. (Quick note: SHE DOESN'T WORK. She really has no say on that matter. No money income, no worries on where it goes. Kthnxbye. (Okay, that was kinda bitchy...)) She still brought up another college that she thinks would be good for my major and that also doesn't really look to much at high school grades. So they bitch me out about how stupid I am (no, I'm not making that up) and how I'll never get anywhere in life if I don't, I guess, go back in time and improve my grades for this past year. For that is the only way I could possibly get them to stop complaining.
Enough of that now... Let's see... We've completely severed ties with my aunt. Not a good thing not a bad thing. It's her own damned fault really. That's what happens when you befriend people like Crazy, bless his heart. Good people? Yes. Trustworthy? Not so much. Trustworthy with your car and money when they haven't had their fix? Hell no. Why is this such a difficult concept to understand? Especially when these people have fucked you over time and time again. (Holy shit, I used to be my aunt...) Anyway, we really don't talk to her anymore. Unless completely necessary.
Well, I'm still nuts, that obviously hasn't changed. New boyfriend, for those of you who haven't been informed. I'm still friends with my ex, which is always good. He's like a puppy and I just can't hate him. Either way I'm quite fond of the new one ^_^ ANd oh yes...:
Because my best friend fucked me over for reasons I'm still completely in the dark about, we aren't exactly on speaking terms. The next Voltaire concert is going to be interesting...
So now that we're all caught up more or less, I best be off. 'Tis 3:04. The pup actually came over to tell me to go to bed about an hour ago. Yes, I'm serious. She went outside, came back in, went straight over to me at the computer and nudged me. She's very forceful, y'know.
Blessed Be!
Light stuff out of the way first:
Sister already came and left. She got a spiff-tastic internship upstate so she could only really stay for two weeks. I plan on going up there to bother her quite often ^_^.
I just decided to make new userpics randomly. I was in the worst mood I've been in in a long time, more on that later. For some strange reason, it made me really happy. I guess doing something OTHER than allowing my cast-iron cauldron of issues to simmer over the blazing flames of negative parentals while being stirred with the large wooden spoon of extreme stubbornness was good for me (all hail the horrible metaphors!). Anyway, I think about three of you are going to recognize these people so it doesn't really make much of a difference. They're pretty anyway. (and I just didn't have the heart to get rid of Leary. Can ya blame me? ^_-)
So, yeah. Life's been... fun since my last actual post. As a continuation of my last post, my grades are still as bad (who knew it was possible to get a 6%? no less in astronomy? Hm.). Okay, I'll admit I don't have the best attitude as far as my grades go. I'm comfortable with that. I suppose that's the problem, though. My father's locked mind-set is that the only college I'll get into is Suffolk, and that even that's a stretch. Yet, he still emails me college information. Hm. Right. My mother's side of the argument is the same as my father's. She just added that she won't pay for me to go to college anywhere BUT Suffolk. (Quick note: SHE DOESN'T WORK. She really has no say on that matter. No money income, no worries on where it goes. Kthnxbye. (Okay, that was kinda bitchy...)) She still brought up another college that she thinks would be good for my major and that also doesn't really look to much at high school grades. So they bitch me out about how stupid I am (no, I'm not making that up) and how I'll never get anywhere in life if I don't, I guess, go back in time and improve my grades for this past year. For that is the only way I could possibly get them to stop complaining.
Enough of that now... Let's see... We've completely severed ties with my aunt. Not a good thing not a bad thing. It's her own damned fault really. That's what happens when you befriend people like Crazy, bless his heart. Good people? Yes. Trustworthy? Not so much. Trustworthy with your car and money when they haven't had their fix? Hell no. Why is this such a difficult concept to understand? Especially when these people have fucked you over time and time again. (Holy shit, I used to be my aunt...) Anyway, we really don't talk to her anymore. Unless completely necessary.
Well, I'm still nuts, that obviously hasn't changed. New boyfriend, for those of you who haven't been informed. I'm still friends with my ex, which is always good. He's like a puppy and I just can't hate him. Either way I'm quite fond of the new one ^_^ ANd oh yes...:
Because my best friend fucked me over for reasons I'm still completely in the dark about, we aren't exactly on speaking terms. The next Voltaire concert is going to be interesting...
So now that we're all caught up more or less, I best be off. 'Tis 3:04. The pup actually came over to tell me to go to bed about an hour ago. Yes, I'm serious. She went outside, came back in, went straight over to me at the computer and nudged me. She's very forceful, y'know.
Blessed Be!