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I had a text from my ex last night. It was very unexpected since I'd broken up with him over three months ago. Oh, before anyone gets the wrong idea, I wasn't upset about the text, this isn't me being angry and hurt and all those other annoying emotions people seem to feel when concerning ex-lovers. I can't say I loved him, so breaking up with him didn't break my heart. No, it was unexpected because I didn't think he'd remember me, much less my number. ... He wasn't the smartest man in the world. Good looking. Very good in bed. But very dumb. It was endearing in a way. Which is why I stayed with him so long. Until I found him sleeping with someone else of course. I'm not even sure if he fully understood the concept of cheating. I'm not angry with him for doing it. Just disappointed.
What annoys me about cheating is the dishonesty. If you are going to cheat, and usually you know before you're going to do it that you're going to do it... Why do it, and stay with the person you're with? If you are going to cheat, surely that means you're intending to get something you're missing from someone else. Something you aren't getting from your current partner. Shouldn't that follow that, if your partner isn't meeting your needs, that you let them down easily before going and fucking someone behind their back (or in their bed, as the case may be)? I don't like dishonesty. If I'm in a relationship with someone, I fully expect them to be as devoted to me as I am to them. If I am in an open relationship then sleeping with others is fine and nothing to get angry with. Those are the rules. Sadly some men tend not to read the rules when they enter relationships and just do what they want. Take my ex, for instance. He didn't read the rules when entering a relationship with me and so, when he went and screwed around with another guy, he lost me. It frustrated me a little, since he was almost exactly my type. Tall, well built, blond... Problem was he was an idiot. He misses me now (I think he's just realised I'm not there) but he lost his chance, I apologised and wished him luck finding someone else. Me? I'll eventually find someone else too. I can be fussy, though, when it comes to relationships. As I said, I do have my type.
I think I need to cut my hair. I'm getting split ends. Just a little off the bottom. I don't want it all off.
Also, are we allowed pets here? I have a pet at home. I wasn't sure if I could bring him. I'd like to, if I can.
Akira? You doing anything at the weekend? The town is boring. I was thinking of going further and exploring the nearby city.
What annoys me about cheating is the dishonesty. If you are going to cheat, and usually you know before you're going to do it that you're going to do it... Why do it, and stay with the person you're with? If you are going to cheat, surely that means you're intending to get something you're missing from someone else. Something you aren't getting from your current partner. Shouldn't that follow that, if your partner isn't meeting your needs, that you let them down easily before going and fucking someone behind their back (or in their bed, as the case may be)? I don't like dishonesty. If I'm in a relationship with someone, I fully expect them to be as devoted to me as I am to them. If I am in an open relationship then sleeping with others is fine and nothing to get angry with. Those are the rules. Sadly some men tend not to read the rules when they enter relationships and just do what they want. Take my ex, for instance. He didn't read the rules when entering a relationship with me and so, when he went and screwed around with another guy, he lost me. It frustrated me a little, since he was almost exactly my type. Tall, well built, blond... Problem was he was an idiot. He misses me now (I think he's just realised I'm not there) but he lost his chance, I apologised and wished him luck finding someone else. Me? I'll eventually find someone else too. I can be fussy, though, when it comes to relationships. As I said, I do have my type.
I think I need to cut my hair. I'm getting split ends. Just a little off the bottom. I don't want it all off.
Also, are we allowed pets here? I have a pet at home. I wasn't sure if I could bring him. I'd like to, if I can.
Akira? You doing anything at the weekend? The town is boring. I was thinking of going further and exploring the nearby city.