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Oct 23, 2007 17:31

 i think its strange sometimes, the degree of effect I can have on other people sometimes.  I don't know why some people take simple things i just blurt out seriously.  In my alcoholics class, i had said a few things to help this guy out, and it was just off the top of my head..

the book "the silent planet" had an applicable lesson for this man to learn.  the main character had a friendship that came to a terrible halt when this friend was murdered. but it was a good thing in this somewhat alien culture. the end of anybodys friendship was something to be celebrated.. not just for their passing on to heaven or whatever, but for the same reason people celebrate a completed project... as if there was no more wrongs to be suffered between the two, and remembering the friend as good was never going to change who they were..

or how i've said that there is only so much one person can do for another before reaching a point where it hurts you too much to try any harder.. you have to give up or else you'll be digging yourself into a hole, or lowering yourself into theirs' however you want to look at it... but i guess giving up on people isn't really a good lesson to be taught in rehab

i'm the youngest in the class, and i think some nights i have more to say than the director.

speaking of class, thats where i should be right now
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