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i really need to keep my thoughts together. i seem to have let my emotions get control of decisions i've made recently. i know what the right things to say and do are, but i've decided to get out on a limb and make a fool of myself. for example, i went back over to the house i just moved out of and got pissed off. there's no way that flipping out and yelling at those guys is going to make them pay me... and to worry about money on payday is idiotic, i've got enough to pay some of my bills and fines and still be able to take care of myself.. its just my natural reaction when i fell that i've been wronged.
i might as well just give up on the money. i should give up altogether, its not worth the stress it's causing me. if they feel like paying me it will be a better feeling to be surprised than to be irritated this whole time.
maybe i'll take out my angst by shooting guns, that seemed to help last payday, even though renting machine guns is expensive.
transformers is so rad, i just watched it again and i can't wait for #2 even if it takes a few years
i might as well just give up on the money. i should give up altogether, its not worth the stress it's causing me. if they feel like paying me it will be a better feeling to be surprised than to be irritated this whole time.
maybe i'll take out my angst by shooting guns, that seemed to help last payday, even though renting machine guns is expensive.
transformers is so rad, i just watched it again and i can't wait for #2 even if it takes a few years