Who knew?
So the doctor wants to unfuck my head. .
Gave me some pills. . The shit I have been refusing to acknowledge for years, decades. .
And you know what?
It helped.
It's helping. . .
So I really don't know what to say. .
All of you have been right all this time. Luckily, none of you motherfuckers read this. It's not so bad, getting off the bottom for awhile . . Maybe I can write again. Ironic that I was never medicated cause I didn't want it to interfere with my voice, but the sickness took it away anyway. .
So . . . Into my fourth decade I am trying to get better. . For my kids and for my wife I will do anything, even help myself, who I hate more than anyone. . .
I may be an asshole, loud, opinionated, short tempered, standoffish, hard to please and harder to satisfy, but my family loves me, and with that, I got it all. To all you bastards. . Fuck off, I'm back. . .
Gave me some pills. . The shit I have been refusing to acknowledge for years, decades. .
And you know what?
It helped.
It's helping. . .
So I really don't know what to say. .
All of you have been right all this time. Luckily, none of you motherfuckers read this. It's not so bad, getting off the bottom for awhile . . Maybe I can write again. Ironic that I was never medicated cause I didn't want it to interfere with my voice, but the sickness took it away anyway. .
So . . . Into my fourth decade I am trying to get better. . For my kids and for my wife I will do anything, even help myself, who I hate more than anyone. . .
I may be an asshole, loud, opinionated, short tempered, standoffish, hard to please and harder to satisfy, but my family loves me, and with that, I got it all. To all you bastards. . Fuck off, I'm back. . .