Dec 19, 2004 19:17
I woke up at 6 this morning and my mom drove me to Acton so I could get my new flute. The sound is amazing, and its beautiful. I came home and played it immediately. On the way back, we stopped at a Friendly's and I had the worst cup of hot chocolate ever. I spent two hours practicing, then I had to head to Dedham for my aunt's wake. It was nice being with family, but the occasion wasn't pleasant. I got a lot of, "I haven't seen you in so long! You're gorgeous!" All I could say is thanks. How do you respond to comments like that?
I was working on an outline for an essay and my computer crashed on me. I hit a mental breakdown and slammed the door to my room and had a long cry. I can't take all of this work. I want my life back. " It's all about the money," my cousin said. "You'll be thankful that you worked hard in the future." Will I really? I'm pretty miserable right now. I miss the good times I used to have before I was loaded with work 24/7. I'm young, and I should have fun, right?
-Margo