Motherhood,

Jan 24, 2007 10:03

On april 24th my only daughter will be 3 years old.

Tonight I took a moment to watch her quite absurdedly. Absurdedly I say because I awoken her from her independant sleep.

I watched her eyebrows. They appear like mine. I watched her beautiful eyelids, and lips..... and for a moment...I sat

And I stared

and I realised...

I created that,

(I look around my messy office, destroyed by the "monkey butt" that is my two year old.) And I realised, that independant little beautiful angel of everything, of the world that has no description it is of such beauty is mine.

That beauty... THAT BEAUTY was created within my womb.....

yes .. this tummy that I look at in a mirror and cringe at more often than not. I say "This little waist beat Beth Kasmarik's! (The most beautiful girl's in schools.") For once, I stop and say, this beautiful waiste line.... created those eyebrows.... the eyebrows of the most beautiful girl in the world.

OMG to be a parent. OMG the beauty it intells.

Jasmine Amiage May is the most beautiful girl in the world.

She is mine.

She is my past.....as gruesome as it may be.

My present The beauty it beholds...

and my future.....the trials, learned as they will be another lesson to the truth.

She is my beauty!!

She is my beauty.
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