Nov 16, 2006 19:09
I need your help...
Whats going on?
I fucked up. Big time, I need you to tell me what to do.
What did you do?
I said somethings that shouldn't have been, and done some things as well. My boss says I'm on the verge of being done.
This isn't about what we talked about this morning?
No.
Yes it is,
What?
You don't get it but it is.
What does that mean?
It means little bro that you screwed the pooch awhile back. Your attitude then drove you further and further down. Just because you tried to move on you pushed away someone close to you, it doesn't matter if you loved her as a girlfriend or as a friend. She was someone you cared about and you pushed her away. Now you feel guilt. The guilt that you didn't want to show. The pain you felt when you hurt her came back. You hid it, don't lie about it either I know. I know everything. Listen you cant hide the fact you regret hurting her. You always will love her. No matter what you've condemned yourself to that. Something like you with a heart and a conscience. Its fucking hilarious.
*Thats when he hung up*