A Brother's Love
After what happened last year I never though I would talk to him again.
Hey how are you?
I feel like hell.
Whats wrong?
I don't know how to put it. I just wanted to help, I became Angel to help everyone, now Im justt he same fuck up I was before.
You can't change who you are. I always said that you would neer escape your past, no matter how deep you buried it.
Why?
Because you're stupid little brother. You were never meant to be the hero, you wern't born for it, no one was. Its a myth something you created in yourself to give yourself purpose, to give yourself a mission, so that everything you do is justified. Its not, its just a stupid little boy who failed then and is failing now. There is no conspiracy, no grand plan. No one was ever out to get you, I kept telling you this, but you wouldn't listen. You always thought you could be forgiven for what happened. Well it wasn't you're fault, no one could have stopped it. You had no reason to make yourself a fucking martyr. Maybe now you'll wake up and give the fuck up on this quest for inner peace.
Why were yoyu always trying to ruin me then?
I wasn't you made that fact up. You needed an enemy, someone who would take you to the ends of the earth in combat, you made me to be the bad guy. You. Not me.
What about Claudia?
What about her? what happened then was my fault yeah, but you know, she didn't want to be with you, so I gave her a way to drive you from her. Yeah I did it, I admit, one time I do soemthing but it was for your own good. You and I both know that. More importantly it was for her benefit as well.
And Marian, and Vickie?
So? Your choices. I left your life behind. I walke dout on Dalas the same day you did too. There is nothing I wanted more then my own freedom.
So what should I do now?
Fuck your question, WHy do you come to me? Why? You make me out to be the arch nemisis and then come running back to me for answers. You need to grow up. I dont hold it all, you do, you know you control your own life. I gtg just dont do anything stupid.
I won't I never break my promises.
Bullshit.
Hey how are you?
I feel like hell.
Whats wrong?
I don't know how to put it. I just wanted to help, I became Angel to help everyone, now Im justt he same fuck up I was before.
You can't change who you are. I always said that you would neer escape your past, no matter how deep you buried it.
Why?
Because you're stupid little brother. You were never meant to be the hero, you wern't born for it, no one was. Its a myth something you created in yourself to give yourself purpose, to give yourself a mission, so that everything you do is justified. Its not, its just a stupid little boy who failed then and is failing now. There is no conspiracy, no grand plan. No one was ever out to get you, I kept telling you this, but you wouldn't listen. You always thought you could be forgiven for what happened. Well it wasn't you're fault, no one could have stopped it. You had no reason to make yourself a fucking martyr. Maybe now you'll wake up and give the fuck up on this quest for inner peace.
Why were yoyu always trying to ruin me then?
I wasn't you made that fact up. You needed an enemy, someone who would take you to the ends of the earth in combat, you made me to be the bad guy. You. Not me.
What about Claudia?
What about her? what happened then was my fault yeah, but you know, she didn't want to be with you, so I gave her a way to drive you from her. Yeah I did it, I admit, one time I do soemthing but it was for your own good. You and I both know that. More importantly it was for her benefit as well.
And Marian, and Vickie?
So? Your choices. I left your life behind. I walke dout on Dalas the same day you did too. There is nothing I wanted more then my own freedom.
So what should I do now?
Fuck your question, WHy do you come to me? Why? You make me out to be the arch nemisis and then come running back to me for answers. You need to grow up. I dont hold it all, you do, you know you control your own life. I gtg just dont do anything stupid.
I won't I never break my promises.
Bullshit.