Introspection

[knight_and_king]

I can't belive I did it.  I can't believe I-  I can't believe I'm alive, actually- a little-

I'm not sure how I'm going to tell them.  There's really no good way to explain it.  Except it worked.  I think.  I think it worked.

I just couldn't stand it anymore.  It was always there, and we never talked about it.  And we just sat there and kept researching and it was right there- and it was like I never even told them my idea.  And it would've been better if Harry were there because he can do the patronus better than I can, but I could still apparate and I don't have any chocolate and I feel like I'm going to be sick, but-

I'd do it again.  It was easy enough to take which is probably not a good sign, really.  If you think about it.  And it took ages to find a dementor even though I overheard someone at Bill's wedding saying they're everywhere, practically, now.  And really once I found him- it- I realised I should've done a little more planning, but I just sort of threw it- and it picked it up- and I thought it was eating it- but then it dropped it and I summoned it back- and it looks the same- and I don't think we know how to tell if it's really gone or not, but the kiss and everything- and it must've worked-

And I really wish I had some chocolate.