You're mistaken....
I can't write a lot now, I'll write more later.
I don't know what to say. Your making a mistake... and you know a big part of you knows that
You can't build a relationship on lies
You can't see how hurt I am by this, because all thats shining through is anger.
But if your reading this, know that yea, I am angry, but its nothing compared to how hurt I feel. Maybe I was holding onto some illusion, or fooling myself into believing what youve said to me.
Whatever went wrong, I don't think I can fix it. For the first time, I don't have the energy to prove to you again. I want you to figure it out for yourself that your place is right here. And its waiting for you with open arms. But YOU need to decide that, YOU need to understand that. I don't think I can handle going back and forth. Read through this. I know what I know. Read my first entry ever... I don't think anything has changed in my mind. But it has in yours, and I just wish I knew where it went wrong.
And for anything in the world, I'd go back and make it right
-Ryan
I don't know what to say. Your making a mistake... and you know a big part of you knows that
You can't build a relationship on lies
You can't see how hurt I am by this, because all thats shining through is anger.
But if your reading this, know that yea, I am angry, but its nothing compared to how hurt I feel. Maybe I was holding onto some illusion, or fooling myself into believing what youve said to me.
Whatever went wrong, I don't think I can fix it. For the first time, I don't have the energy to prove to you again. I want you to figure it out for yourself that your place is right here. And its waiting for you with open arms. But YOU need to decide that, YOU need to understand that. I don't think I can handle going back and forth. Read through this. I know what I know. Read my first entry ever... I don't think anything has changed in my mind. But it has in yours, and I just wish I knew where it went wrong.
And for anything in the world, I'd go back and make it right
-Ryan