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People just need to get their own lives and leave mine the hell alone. I'm not some child where if I fall I need your help to get back up. I can help myself if I fall. I don't need someone standing over me every move I make. I can make my own mistakes and people need to know that I can get myself out of trouble. I already have parents, I don't need my friends acting like them. I love that my friends want to look out for me but they can't do everything for me. If I'm sad they have to know that I can make myself happy again. I don't need them interferring with my life and make things better for me. I love my friends. They are there for me when I need them and I love them dearly for it. But when a friend goes behind my back ands screws with my life to "help things get better" with out my consent. That's crossing the line. Everytime a friend helps I have to go along right back behind them and fix everything they "made better". I'm tired of hearing from other people what my friend said to them while I wasn't there. My friends need to know that I am pissed off about this. I Am Single. No one is my property. I don't have a boyfriend. And frankly, I'm afraid to get one. I'm afraid that if I get close to some guy, my friends are gonna go along behind my back and say things they shouldn't say. From the things that I've heard that my friends have done, I'm not surprised to hear that people think that I am insane. Hell, if someone said some of the stuff to me that my friends have said I would have thought I was a mental person and I wouldn't want anything to do with me. I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE. I still love my friends no matter what but this shit has got to stop. I Am Not A Child. So stop treating my like one. God help whichever friend "helps me" next.