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i am realizing that happiness doesnt exist. its only the antithesis of sadness. everyone is sad with brief periods of happiness; its how the world works. i cant expect to be happy all of the time, nor can i expect to be able to make or cause anyone else to be happy for any long amount of time, up front, always.
maybe i can be a source of happiness, but such that its not always in the forefront..? not sure where im going with this. i am in an odd mood today; my brain is foggy and my eyes feel glassy and vacant and unable to focus. maybe a long hot shower and a nap/going to bed early will help.
maybe i can be a source of happiness, but such that its not always in the forefront..? not sure where im going with this. i am in an odd mood today; my brain is foggy and my eyes feel glassy and vacant and unable to focus. maybe a long hot shower and a nap/going to bed early will help.