and i wish i could play the bass.
I have so many mean things I want to say to people. not mean, but true. But i won't ever say them.
I often wonder what will happen, will I get the courage to say these things, or will they stop mattering to me? The part of me that wants to be healthy says the latter, but the part of me thats me says the former. you know?
I'm sure what it really comes down to is this: I'm jealous, bitterly of anyone who has more confidence than me. Sad, but at least I know who I am.
I often wonder what will happen, will I get the courage to say these things, or will they stop mattering to me? The part of me that wants to be healthy says the latter, but the part of me thats me says the former. you know?
I'm sure what it really comes down to is this: I'm jealous, bitterly of anyone who has more confidence than me. Sad, but at least I know who I am.