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I somehow always knew Prague was going to come back and hit me hard years after it ended.
I have noticed lately, how much I doubt things. I doubt what people say, i doubt what I think i know, I surround everything within a strong sense of doubt, to prepare myself for disaster. Sometimes I do it just to make things seem more real. Anyway, this said, there are few things i've ever felt completely comfortable with. One of them, writing.
And so, I think my moving is one more huge step back toward it. I've created a trap for myself, and as distracting as it may be, its not me.
I have noticed lately, how much I doubt things. I doubt what people say, i doubt what I think i know, I surround everything within a strong sense of doubt, to prepare myself for disaster. Sometimes I do it just to make things seem more real. Anyway, this said, there are few things i've ever felt completely comfortable with. One of them, writing.
And so, I think my moving is one more huge step back toward it. I've created a trap for myself, and as distracting as it may be, its not me.