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I really like Grey's Anatomy...
I started knitting again b/c I saw a character doing it, so i felt a need to do so as well, lol.
Will still isn't home yet.
I ordered chinese and then barely ate any of it, and Idk why...I was really hungry when I ordered it, and then by the time I started eating it, I just wasn't anymore. But I think I am starting to lose weight finally. Idk b/c I don't have a scale, but I look a little better. I just hope my boobs don't shrink...I love my C cups...just not my love handles. I wonder if the gym is open during break...
I've taken this dog out every two hours all day, but all she's done is pee once for me... and somehow she poops and pees when I'm not looking, so I never catch her...I try to put her in her crate so she won't go in the house, but she just cries...do you know how hard it is to listen to this baby girl cry? it sucks. She's 4 months old this week, and she better be potty trained soon... I just love the little thing so much, it's hard to be mad at her for not knowing any better.
Did I mention that I feel a lot better since I wrote that letter. Isn't that weird? he's not going to read it, but it still made me feel better to tell him those things without actually telling him. I got the idea from watching so much tv drama and everyone's shrink on there tells them to write a letter to someone but not necessarily send it...I guess they are on to something there. By feel better, of course, I mean that I'm not so distraught about the fact that I have the feelings that won't go away, but the feelings are there still...not going away. I realize that we flirt a ridiculous amount, and we basically cuddle on the couch when we hang out, and we have actually become good friends and I care about him a lot, so those logs that are stoking the fire don't help me, and I just wrote a big long run on sentence. Did I mention he tells me I'm pretty and compliments my hair like everyday? and yes he's gay...but he's the manliest gay man I know...
Will is home and the dog is trying to get into the garbage...
and I need a shower.
he better fucking clean the kitchen after I bought him chinese, that's all I have to say...
I started knitting again b/c I saw a character doing it, so i felt a need to do so as well, lol.
Will still isn't home yet.
I ordered chinese and then barely ate any of it, and Idk why...I was really hungry when I ordered it, and then by the time I started eating it, I just wasn't anymore. But I think I am starting to lose weight finally. Idk b/c I don't have a scale, but I look a little better. I just hope my boobs don't shrink...I love my C cups...just not my love handles. I wonder if the gym is open during break...
I've taken this dog out every two hours all day, but all she's done is pee once for me... and somehow she poops and pees when I'm not looking, so I never catch her...I try to put her in her crate so she won't go in the house, but she just cries...do you know how hard it is to listen to this baby girl cry? it sucks. She's 4 months old this week, and she better be potty trained soon... I just love the little thing so much, it's hard to be mad at her for not knowing any better.
Did I mention that I feel a lot better since I wrote that letter. Isn't that weird? he's not going to read it, but it still made me feel better to tell him those things without actually telling him. I got the idea from watching so much tv drama and everyone's shrink on there tells them to write a letter to someone but not necessarily send it...I guess they are on to something there. By feel better, of course, I mean that I'm not so distraught about the fact that I have the feelings that won't go away, but the feelings are there still...not going away. I realize that we flirt a ridiculous amount, and we basically cuddle on the couch when we hang out, and we have actually become good friends and I care about him a lot, so those logs that are stoking the fire don't help me, and I just wrote a big long run on sentence. Did I mention he tells me I'm pretty and compliments my hair like everyday? and yes he's gay...but he's the manliest gay man I know...
Will is home and the dog is trying to get into the garbage...
and I need a shower.
he better fucking clean the kitchen after I bought him chinese, that's all I have to say...