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Hey guys, It's been a while. So Classes are done and finals are upon us.. took on today, it kinda sucked but I'm not too worried. My micro final is Wednesday so I have to study really hard for that. So lets seem what happened this week? Oh yeah went to DMB concert.. freaking amazing!! The tickets were a birthday present from Nick, the seats we awesome, the pictures are on my website. So it was fun going into Boston and taking the train and everything.
Thursday Dec 15 2005
TD Banknorth Garden
Pantala Naga Pampa
Rapunzel *
Hunger For The Great Light *
Crash Into Me
Recently *
Everybody Wake Up *
Grey Street *
Seek Up
Pig
American Baby Intro *
Dancing Nancies *
Old Dirt Hill *
Louisiana Bayou *
Stand Up *
Where Are You Going
Stay *
__________________
Christmas Song
Ants Marching
Um lets see what happened after that.. oh yeah WE ALMOST DIED! lol no but on a more serious note it was the scariest thing that I've yet to experience. so here's the short version of the story....
we were on our way back from the concert last night and like a few miles from school we took the exit and it was really icy. we took the exit and saw a car in the ditch that had swerved off the road, so we pulled over, and it was this kid who we knew from school, my freshman orientation leader actually and his friend. they were like sideways kinda in the trees in the ditch,but they were ok. so we stayed with them as they called AAA and stuff. meanwhile it's sleeting outside, and we were gonna sit in out car and wait for AAA but for some reason stayed on the side of the road so it's now like 2-230 ish in the morning. so as we were waiting for the tow truck a car came flying around the bend,and it stared swerving because it was icy, it came right towards us where we were standing
headlights coming at us,so paul grabbed us out of the way and we all ran, luckily the car swereved again and directly smashed into our car dead on from the back. and out car went flying like 20 or more feet across the exit, almost into the other side of the ramp into the other side of the woods, and the worst thing was that everyone there except for us had been drinking. so before the cops showed up they were all freaking out. but the cops didn’t suspect anything even though they saw the bottles everywhere that everyone threw out of their cars. one kid took a breathalizer though and somehow passed. and then our car wouldn’t start and we had to stand in the sleet for 2 hours while tis whole thing was going on and the wait for our car to get jumped...and it was just a scary, horrible ending to a otherwise great night and all we wanted to do was get back and hang iut with everyone at the going away party for our friends.
So yeah we were almost a statistic. that’s not cool. So for the last week I've been a little out of it. I kinda had to face the thought of death, which is really hard for me. All I kept thinking was all the "what if’s" What would have happened if we had all sat in our car an waited? what would happed if he hadn't swerved and had hit us? What if i never got to say goodbye to those I love? What about all of the people who I haven't kept up with? The list goes on. So yeah about that.
oh yeah to make matters even better boy's suck. This good friend of mine who I knew I never had a chance with, but there were hopes, just got back with his nasty ass ex-girlfriend after all he did was be all mopey after she dumped him the first time and came running looking for affection. To make matters worse i found out by discovering a hickey on his neck,, great awesome.. why can't guys just be honest with who they are dating, I feel like I'm going through the same things over and over again. If it's my fault or not, I'm too sure. And I don't want to happen the last time this happened, I lost by best friend and I don't think I can deal with that again. I just let myself get hurt by creating this relationship up and building it up and being the "nice girl" and what happens I get shit on over and over again. I just don't get it. ugh....
Well I'm sure there’s much more to update on.. but I'm not too up to it. Happy Holiday's everyone...