Aug 24, 2005 20:56
So Today was my "first day of summer" ironic how it's also one of last? I finshed work yesterday and from now till when we move in on Sunday I have nothing really to do. I have to pack and all that Jazz but it feels nice not to have a schedule to adhere to. I was hoping to visit with some people before I go, but I don't think thats going to happen. I'm in such a weird mood right now and not in a good way. I've had a lot of time to think lately and Time changes so much. I was going through my box of photos and looking at prom, and percussion and band and last year. I miss the simplicity sometimes, although my life has alway been complicated, I look at those times and realise how simple things were. I hate change I really do, even if it's for the better lol. I just want to be back at school, Sunday can't come soon enough. I can't wait to see lauren, Merry, Sam, all my cabies. I just wish i was leaving on good terms and with some more closer than I think I'm going to get. I wish I could leave knowing I had a support system behind me. At any rate, I hope my life finally starts working it's way out, I think God owes me one....