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So last night was definately one of the best nights of my summer, and although some others might see it differently, I had a good time and thats all that really matters in the end. Seeing top of the world drum lines, and hangin out with Joe who i NEVER see, and having a night off. It was all so much fun and i wouldn't change anything about it. I honestly didn't think we did anything wrong, we were all just having a good time and joking around and I'm sorry if it didn't come off like that to others, but we had complete control over the situation. (and belive me we weren't even that drunk, buzzed probably but you'll know when I'm drunk). As I said to someone, In the end , just know that Jen and I are just kids too. You guys all hold us up to these high standards of being your former leaders and role models, and I love that I really do I wouldn't have it any other way, but as you guys are getting closer to graduating and are growing up, you have to realize that we are to, we're growing too. Last night was the first night of summer that I have truely enjoyed, with my work schedule and not having many friends back home, it was that first time I got to be young and act my age and I'm not sorry for that. I loved the people I was with and the memeories we made (oh gosh some pretty damn funny pictures). I just needed to be me and have fun and let loose, and i did that and i don't care what other people might have thought. well I wish I could write more but i have to pick up Jen from work. be well, stay classy....
EDIT: This whole situation got blown way out of proportion and I don't know why but things happen and thats life, people are who they are and people change, maybe it's because of my age or the things that I've gone through so I realize that. Back in high school this LJ thing almost or i should say for a brief period ruined a friendship and I told myself when I started it again i or whatever people are feeling, I am just me take it or leave it. "That not everything is gonna be the way You think it ought to be It seems like every time I try to make it right It all comes down on me Please say honestly you won't give up on me And I shall believe And I shall believe"
EDIT: This whole situation got blown way out of proportion and I don't know why but things happen and thats life, people are who they are and people change, maybe it's because of my age or the things that I've gone through so I realize that. Back in high school this LJ thing almost or i should say for a brief period ruined a friendship and I told myself when I started it again i or whatever people are feeling, I am just me take it or leave it. "That not everything is gonna be the way You think it ought to be It seems like every time I try to make it right It all comes down on me Please say honestly you won't give up on me And I shall believe And I shall believe"