TiMe tO UpDaTe........!!!!
Hello all....!!!
Wow spring break is almost over....well lol every week is like spring
break to me having school on the internet. But anyway still i have done
nothin at all this whole week but i must say it was NICE...!!!
hah... So today i have not done anything but sit around. And i
cleaned...sheww....and i mean i cleaned my whole house....mom was
happy.....but it needs it because loralee is coming....this next
weekend....!!! I cant wait...!!! I mIsS loralee......we always have a blast when she is here....its great...!
So my sister send me some pics last night of the girls....sheww i cannot believe how much they are growing up. I cried....because its not like they are even the same two girls. McKenna dont even look the same she is gettin so big...!!! I hate not gettin to see my family....its the hardest think i have ever had to go through in my whole life....i cry over it all the time. I mean its so weird the things i never paid much attention to until i moved here. And boy do i regret it. Its so hard to live the life i am living right now. Missing my family there so much i want to move....but then i think of all the things here i am leaving....i am just in the worst situation ever. Does anyone actually know how it feels to only get to see pictures of your neices and nephews......and only get to talk to them on the phone......it kills me to know that McKenna is growing up not gettin to know her aunt kk......hannah always kinda knew me but McKenna has not. I just wish my life was easier and i did not have all these hard decisions to make everyday......but that is the way life goes i guess......
Well off of that.....i guess i will just end this im not really sure what else to write......i just hope things with me start to get better....pray for me all....i love ya .......
Brittany i love ya girl to death......i could not ask for a better friend......i hope you know that.....i am so glad you are happy with Josh...you all are so cute...!! Josh is a great guy hold on to him..!!! I miss ya ...and its only been one day...you have to come and see me..hah...!! hah love ya girl
So my sister send me some pics last night of the girls....sheww i cannot believe how much they are growing up. I cried....because its not like they are even the same two girls. McKenna dont even look the same she is gettin so big...!!! I hate not gettin to see my family....its the hardest think i have ever had to go through in my whole life....i cry over it all the time. I mean its so weird the things i never paid much attention to until i moved here. And boy do i regret it. Its so hard to live the life i am living right now. Missing my family there so much i want to move....but then i think of all the things here i am leaving....i am just in the worst situation ever. Does anyone actually know how it feels to only get to see pictures of your neices and nephews......and only get to talk to them on the phone......it kills me to know that McKenna is growing up not gettin to know her aunt kk......hannah always kinda knew me but McKenna has not. I just wish my life was easier and i did not have all these hard decisions to make everyday......but that is the way life goes i guess......
Well off of that.....i guess i will just end this im not really sure what else to write......i just hope things with me start to get better....pray for me all....i love ya .......
Brittany i love ya girl to death......i could not ask for a better friend......i hope you know that.....i am so glad you are happy with Josh...you all are so cute...!! Josh is a great guy hold on to him..!!! I miss ya ...and its only been one day...you have to come and see me..hah...!! hah love ya girl