i know...

Apr 13, 2005 09:37

i've been delinquent.
recouping from the trip s port.
withdrawing all the friendship tendrils and wrapping them up in my belly to keep warm until they get a chance to grow in person again.
wondering if selling art work to anyone other than total strangers isn't a mistake.
and realizing that i never ate anything at earthereal or counter culture while i was there. nor did i step one foot on campus. less upset about that.
i've tried to explain in the past how odd it feels to be on campus, but the boy didn't get it. he just got upset that i wouldn't go with him to turner so he could do work.
but i think i'll not be able to shake it and i can return with a feeling of belonging again only as a teacher.
more to the point, i'd like to take over the art department and revamp it, make it more credible. like actually enforcing the art critiques and encouraging wirhtwhile discussion of peer work. and the thought of perhaps being a semi-peer of dr. nicoleti gives me goosebumps.
so, i guess i'd better hurry the fuck up and get back to scuela.
off to search for jobs in athens...
and contemplate a move to europe.
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