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Mar 21, 2005 00:04

I need some peace. Tell me why I can't have that. Tell me why you MUST message me. Tell me why you MUST call me. You manage to come up with so many little excuses as to why you just had to contact me. You had the whole day to call YOUR job and see if YOU were supposed to work. You yourself admit that no one knows your boss's schedule but YOUR BOSS ( Read more... )

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anonymous March 21 2005, 19:46:49 UTC
been rejected before. Im not the one who pines over people long after they dont want to be with me. Ive let go from the other guys, who were far better than Kendel in the past. THEY just didnt act like dicks so i didnt act this way with them. Its sad that you keep trying to start something, whether it be a friendship or more. WTF? i told this boy that I was tired of trying with him and that I dont want to try jack crap with him. He only hears what he wants to hear. Its sad that I am your topic of conversation with other people who either don't like me or who I don't like. Its not very sad at all. Im never really the one who brings him up. When I talk to someone, its always "whats up with kendel" or whats up with You and Kendel. I think its sad that HE has to write about ME. Its sad that you try and tried to befriend people who know me in an effort to "cut them off" or get back in my life. LMAO. Yes, I befriend ALL of the people who know him. WHO did I befriend? Wow, I talked to his friend Gemma once because I wanted to ask her to try and locate my friend Karla who also lives in England. I could care less about being her friend or trying to get closer to kendel. Just leave me alone. Just forget anything ever happened. Ive said this several times to Kendel. HE doesnt seem to be the one who wants to get over things. If I see you at work, fine. I'll be civil. Screw that, I dont want him to be "civil". I'm sure he already talked crap about me to everyone there already. How "civil" is that? Don't ask me about "us". Don't ask me about my feelings. Don't ask me about "our future". I dont care about "us" I care about me. The other half of what used to be"us"(Kendel) could die for all I care. I dont care about our future. Like I said, he could die and I wouldnt give a damn. And I dont care about his feelings either. I think he WANTS me to care. He wants the attention. None of that exist. I don't know the answer to those questions. Its a definite maybe. WTF? The reason I act this way is because I dont want a "maybe" anymore. I just want to breath. I want to grow and I want to be single. I want to be single also? I DONT WANT TO BE WITH YOU! IF I CARED TO BE WITH YOU ANYTIME SOON, DO YOU THINK ID ACT LIKE THIS? DO YOU THINK ID ACTUALLY TRY TO PUSH YOU FARTHER AWAY. DO YOU THINK THAT ID PURPOSLY ACT LIKE THE CRAZY BITCH YOU MAKE ME OUT TO BE IF I CARED ABOUT "US"???!??!?! Just leave me alone and let me rest. God, why is that so bloody difficult for you? Why is it so bloody difficult for you to understand that I dont like you anymore Kendle...I dont. I asked to work things out earlier but now I dont care. WHY? DON'T CONTACT ME AT ALL DANIELLE! I contact you to bother the hell out of you. when i see that it does bother you, it makes me want to do it more. When you reply, its like more energy on my bar. Its fun Kendel. FUN! *laughs psychotically***JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME! I'm sorry that I hurt you, but thats all I can offer you. Now, seriously... get over me, and if you are, start showing it. LMAo you think being a bitch to you means that Im not over you??? THAT is showing it.
THE more you write about me is the more ill bother you. DOnt write about me and I wount talk to/about you. Its easy as that. Dont be a dick to me and I want talk about you. Must you reply to me when i talk online to you? No but YOU CHOOSE TO. After several times of saying you wont talk to me, YOU DO. Whats up with that? seems like YOU cant let go. YOu are crazy Kendel go see somone about that. It was funny, but then turned incredibly sad when you when psycho on marissa and made her seem like the crazy one.

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klemolp March 21 2005, 20:27:41 UTC
She told me she was tired of trying with me, YES. So what part of being tired of trying means that you weren't trying anything at all? Am I crazy or does all that means she WAS trying something with me? Why is she using my words about her in discription of me? You messaged my English friend to see if she knew your English friend because he/she is English? You know England is a country right? You have all these shallow reasons for your actions but in your own head, they make all the sense in the world. They don't. Thats just like saying that the only reason you drove by my house last night was because you wanted to see if my neighbor left his light on, even though you don't know him at all. AND NO, I'm not saying you did that. Thats just an example of shallow reasoning. She keeps saying I'm the one who wont get over things, but still, she's going to manually search for my journal and come to it and read this just so she can see if theres anything about her. My journal is one of her regular stops when she's online, though she claims to be done with me and all that. Oh wait, she just messaged me to tell me she's put me back on her friends list so she can read my journal and get mad about what I write, lol. ANd she IS purposely acting like a crazy b***h!!!

Come on. say something else, psycho girl. I know you don't wanna stop. Did you call YOUR job today, or are you waiting for me to tell you something?

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