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I need some peace. Tell me why I can't have that. Tell me why you MUST message me. Tell me why you MUST call me. You manage to come up with so many little excuses as to why you just had to contact me. You had the whole day to call YOUR job and see if YOU were supposed to work. You yourself admit that no one knows your boss's schedule but YOUR BOSS, so why, even then, would you call someone who requested, ordered, and begged you not to call them to ask them something you already knew the answer to? Why do you still "try" with me, but claim not to be "trying anything"? What do you mean? Why wont you just stop. I don't want you to message me or call me or anything. I've said this many many times long before I gave you a 12 hour ban from me. Why do you only hear what you want? Why do you keep trying. I told you what I wanted and I told you what you needed to do, but you wont even let me breath. And on top of everything, all you do is put your actions on me. I wouldn't reply to you, so you go crazy. I wouldn't answer your question, so you go crazy. I won't talk to you, so you go bloody crazy. Somehow, that makes me insane? You really have mental problems. You can't let go or take rejection. Its sad that you keep trying to start something, whether it be a friendship or more. Its sad that I am your topic of conversation with other people who either don't like me or who I don't like. Its sad that you try and tried to befriend people who know me in an effort to "cut them off" or get back in my life. Just leave me alone. Just forget anything ever happened. If I see you at work, fine. I'll be civil. Don't ask me about "us". Don't ask me about my feelings. Don't ask me about "our future". None of that exist. I don't know the answer to those questions. Its a definite maybe. I just want to breath. I want to grow and I want to be single. Just leave me alone and let me rest. God, why is that so bloody difficult for you? WHY? DON'T CONTACT ME AT ALL DANIELLE! JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME! I'm sorry that I hurt you, but thats all I can offer you. Now, seriously... get over me, and if you are, start showing it.