Chapter 3 - the first encounter
please go back and chapters 1 and 2 to fully understand what's going on. thanks again.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
the first encounter (part 3)
Current mood: scared
Category: Life
As soon as my hotel room door opened, person A and person B walked into my room where me and 6 other people where hangin out. they came in and sat themselves on the closest bed, which happened to be my bed... Now i wouldn't of had a problem if person A just came in by themself... but to bring person B with them??? Somebody who had been ejected from the military, and an ex-con who's about 6'2"-6'3" easily 275 lbs??? yeah, i'm 5'8" and about 200 lbs... ok. anynow, person A knows damn well person B has got issues with me because of my sexuality and for what i did in the past... which doesn't even involve him! but no, person A purposely brought the preditor to it's prey, hoping that they would finally have a way to get back at me.
So while they were there, i didn't wanna say anything or even look in their direction because i wasn't about to give person B the wrong tone of voice or a misunderstanding, where they could of easily taken in the wrong way and have gotten upset and attacked me for any reason.
Now you might be askin why i didn't get up and leave... well... i couldn't, i was frozen from shock... i thought that if i got up, person A would ask where i was going... but i didn't wanna give them a reason to ask me where i was going, or even just to talk to me. i couldn't move, so i sat there motionless... in silence, which seemed like an eternity.
I don't recall much of the conversation person A and B were makin with others, but i do recall somebody in the room askin them if they were goin out to the bars with some others later on. but i can recall person B sayin that they don't drink. which i thought odd because i know that person A and B like to go with their friends on tuesday nights... and the fact that i found out later on down the road that person B was drinkin at the bar later on that night... nice first impressing, lying our faces... So after some time, about 15 minutes, i was still sitting motionless and in silence, and my friends knew that there was something goin on. Why wasn't my friend of 8 years and my partner of 5 makin conversation with me? How come we weren't communicating at all? Why was i sitting there in silence, not makin any jestures or moves? What is hell is goin on?!?!
anyhow, person A realized that i wasn't goin to budge, so they decided that they (meanin B) would head out to the bar. so they got up and left, but on their way out, one of my best friends got up and followed them out. (we'll call this person 1) after all three of them (A,B, and 1) went out in the hallway, person 1 left the door ajar so i could hear what they were saying... this is what i heard...
person 1: "what the hell are you doin?"
person A: "what do you mean?
1: "why did you bring him (person B) here?"
A: "i wanted to start something with kris!"
1: "why the hell would you do something like that? we're on tour here... this isn't the time or place!"
person B (talking to person A): "let's go... i don't wanna be in the same room as that faggot..."
person 1 (sternly to person B): "right..." and left the hallway and entered back into my room.
meanwhile... the other 5 people, who i was previously partyin with, havin a blast and not havin a care in the world, 3 of my best friends, and 2 good friends, were all glued to me as to what i was saying to them. why what just happened... did! why they (meaning person A and B) were here and why they had issues and wanted to start something with me. my 5 friends didn't have a clue as to what happened in the past and now they were clear of what i did and why the situation happened and knew my life was just in jeopardy. then person 1, came back into the room and told us what what just happened out in the hallway. what they (meaning person 1) said and how A and B responded to it.
about an hour had went by, and i was still completely shooken up from what just could of happened... i was nervous, cold, naucious, afraid, confused... (insert anything horrible and i was feeling it) i was thankful that there were 6 other people in the room with me, because i don't wanna imagine what it would of been like if their wasn't. well, after a little bit, 3 of my friends went to their room and me and 2 of my fraternity brothers stayed with me because this was our room. (we'll call these two bro. 1 and bro. 2) well the three of us talked for about 10 minutes, then decided that we needed to take the edge off and start playin a drinkin game. as soon as i grab the cards and started shuffling the deck, person A and B walked back into my room and sat themselves back down on my bed...
now it was us 5... me, person A and person B, and bro 1 and bro 2 (who are both smaller than me...)
Thursday, March 01, 2007
the first encounter (part 3)
Current mood: scared
Category: Life
As soon as my hotel room door opened, person A and person B walked into my room where me and 6 other people where hangin out. they came in and sat themselves on the closest bed, which happened to be my bed... Now i wouldn't of had a problem if person A just came in by themself... but to bring person B with them??? Somebody who had been ejected from the military, and an ex-con who's about 6'2"-6'3" easily 275 lbs??? yeah, i'm 5'8" and about 200 lbs... ok. anynow, person A knows damn well person B has got issues with me because of my sexuality and for what i did in the past... which doesn't even involve him! but no, person A purposely brought the preditor to it's prey, hoping that they would finally have a way to get back at me.
So while they were there, i didn't wanna say anything or even look in their direction because i wasn't about to give person B the wrong tone of voice or a misunderstanding, where they could of easily taken in the wrong way and have gotten upset and attacked me for any reason.
Now you might be askin why i didn't get up and leave... well... i couldn't, i was frozen from shock... i thought that if i got up, person A would ask where i was going... but i didn't wanna give them a reason to ask me where i was going, or even just to talk to me. i couldn't move, so i sat there motionless... in silence, which seemed like an eternity.
I don't recall much of the conversation person A and B were makin with others, but i do recall somebody in the room askin them if they were goin out to the bars with some others later on. but i can recall person B sayin that they don't drink. which i thought odd because i know that person A and B like to go with their friends on tuesday nights... and the fact that i found out later on down the road that person B was drinkin at the bar later on that night... nice first impressing, lying our faces... So after some time, about 15 minutes, i was still sitting motionless and in silence, and my friends knew that there was something goin on. Why wasn't my friend of 8 years and my partner of 5 makin conversation with me? How come we weren't communicating at all? Why was i sitting there in silence, not makin any jestures or moves? What is hell is goin on?!?!
anyhow, person A realized that i wasn't goin to budge, so they decided that they (meanin B) would head out to the bar. so they got up and left, but on their way out, one of my best friends got up and followed them out. (we'll call this person 1) after all three of them (A,B, and 1) went out in the hallway, person 1 left the door ajar so i could hear what they were saying... this is what i heard...
person 1: "what the hell are you doin?"
person A: "what do you mean?
1: "why did you bring him (person B) here?"
A: "i wanted to start something with kris!"
1: "why the hell would you do something like that? we're on tour here... this isn't the time or place!"
person B (talking to person A): "let's go... i don't wanna be in the same room as that faggot..."
person 1 (sternly to person B): "right..." and left the hallway and entered back into my room.
meanwhile... the other 5 people, who i was previously partyin with, havin a blast and not havin a care in the world, 3 of my best friends, and 2 good friends, were all glued to me as to what i was saying to them. why what just happened... did! why they (meaning person A and B) were here and why they had issues and wanted to start something with me. my 5 friends didn't have a clue as to what happened in the past and now they were clear of what i did and why the situation happened and knew my life was just in jeopardy. then person 1, came back into the room and told us what what just happened out in the hallway. what they (meaning person 1) said and how A and B responded to it.
about an hour had went by, and i was still completely shooken up from what just could of happened... i was nervous, cold, naucious, afraid, confused... (insert anything horrible and i was feeling it) i was thankful that there were 6 other people in the room with me, because i don't wanna imagine what it would of been like if their wasn't. well, after a little bit, 3 of my friends went to their room and me and 2 of my fraternity brothers stayed with me because this was our room. (we'll call these two bro. 1 and bro. 2) well the three of us talked for about 10 minutes, then decided that we needed to take the edge off and start playin a drinkin game. as soon as i grab the cards and started shuffling the deck, person A and B walked back into my room and sat themselves back down on my bed...
now it was us 5... me, person A and person B, and bro 1 and bro 2 (who are both smaller than me...)