but now my writtin and family are at the top of that list. would like to help other alkoholics. would like to help those that have helped me out. for one think that most of the people that did help were very sincere about helpin me out. cause back in the day we did not have much in out house. i had to walk down filmore to the corner store and get some ice for the ice chest. cause we did not have any frigde. but guess those tyme are done. now we have them days where i have to watch how i spend money and try to buy a home for my mother and siblins. cause things are kinda ruff and i promised my mother that i was when i was 9yrs old. so now i have to keep my word. cause then i will be one with the trust of my mother. so u know that is why i don't have a girl. my mother voice cracks when i tell her i still have to do one last thing befroe i get myself a wife. cause that is what i will wait for. that the house is paid for and i'm free to go where i please and buy myself a house. even though i have my eyes set on buyin a house in mexico. and liven there. cause the united states is for americans. i'm neither mexican or american but perez. and if people don't like that u don't like me. 1:32 AM 1/31/2005 another sister that is home with my mother. norma she is kinda a good young lady cause she was grown as the rest of them rascal have too. cause there was a tyme where i held each and eveyone on them in my arms and even threw them up in the air. never changed a diaper. but brought them bottles and made sure they woulld shut up by pickn them up and carryin them for a minute. but norma is a good girl playin basketball and i sure as hell do not know what she is doin. or better yet the sorry thing about it is that she is my sister and i don't know how she is. hell when she reads this she will like meme u are stupid. but u know what i have so many things on my mind that i have a great excuse. but hope that she forgives me. cause know that her birthday is on the 24-25 of november. which ever of the two is thanxgivin. i don't even know when the fukin holidays fall so how can i remember a birthday. when nobody remembers mine. well that is the end of the people i love tonyght...
1:32 AM 1/31/2005 another sister that is home with my mother. norma she is kinda a good young lady cause she was grown as the rest of them rascal have too. cause there was a tyme where i held each and eveyone on them in my arms and even threw them up in the air. never changed a diaper. but brought them bottles and made sure they woulld shut up by pickn them up and carryin them for a minute. but norma is a good girl playin basketball and i sure as hell do not know what she is doin. or better yet the sorry thing about it is that she is my sister and i don't know how she is. hell when she reads this she will like meme u are stupid. but u know what i have so many things on my mind that i have a great excuse. but hope that she forgives me. cause know that her birthday is on the 24-25 of november. which ever of the two is thanxgivin. i don't even know when the fukin holidays fall so how can i remember a birthday. when nobody remembers mine. well that is the end of the people i love tonyght...
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