janitor...
Posted - December 02 2004 : 6:21:28 PM
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yesterday i was going to beg for money to eat and get somthin to drink. even frequentin the aa program so i could get some free coffee and cigarettes. plus all the support i needed even though i did not talk that many tymes outloud or to the whole group. but hey some invited me out to coffee and out to eat. plus even got some money off some. shyt they accepted me even after not takin a shower for seven or even fourteen days. shyt i was feelin really shyty for about a year where i was ready to quit. i was going to give it all up and fuk the world. but as u see me now i have started anew. got a new job as a janitor and cleanin myself up. think that i myght even become head janitor cause think the boss myght like me upstairs. u know that higher power has been lookin out for me. it just has been me not wantin to look out for myself. havin this different outlook in life realy helps. think that imyght be addin to the pocho diaries by addin my posts. who cares i ask? cause i am gay? so they say!!! but livin my life is a hard task... hope that people enjoy thier homes and hot meals cause some do not have them. thank god that these holidays i do not have to spend them in a empty car or sneakin a shower ever week or two. or shyt better yet i do not have to beg the neighbor hood to give me a taco to eat. ahh life as a janitor is great. thank dude in the sky..
peace and love... meme
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yesterday i was going to beg for money to eat and get somthin to drink. even frequentin the aa program so i could get some free coffee and cigarettes. plus all the support i needed even though i did not talk that many tymes outloud or to the whole group. but hey some invited me out to coffee and out to eat. plus even got some money off some. shyt they accepted me even after not takin a shower for seven or even fourteen days. shyt i was feelin really shyty for about a year where i was ready to quit. i was going to give it all up and fuk the world. but as u see me now i have started anew. got a new job as a janitor and cleanin myself up. think that i myght even become head janitor cause think the boss myght like me upstairs. u know that higher power has been lookin out for me. it just has been me not wantin to look out for myself. havin this different outlook in life realy helps. think that imyght be addin to the pocho diaries by addin my posts. who cares i ask? cause i am gay? so they say!!! but livin my life is a hard task... hope that people enjoy thier homes and hot meals cause some do not have them. thank god that these holidays i do not have to spend them in a empty car or sneakin a shower ever week or two. or shyt better yet i do not have to beg the neighbor hood to give me a taco to eat. ahh life as a janitor is great. thank dude in the sky..
peace and love... meme