yeah...

Jan 03, 2005 14:13

curve...

don't know why but the smell is so much remindin me of her... the nyght we spent together and the pormises of love... plus think that the long nyght on the phone too... the way she could tell me to go to hell and i would love it... it did not matter cause if she told me to die or kill myself i would... she had that much power over me... she was one great lady that just had me won... from the day we bumped to each other in reynosa... i'm tell u i could talk about her a million tymes and it would not get old for me... that was about true love as it will elver get... even though i myght not ever see her again the scent of curve sends me soarin through dreams and crazy thoughts... of just layin in bed with her... and wakin up next to her and realizin that love does not consist of sex... cause we was wrapped in each other arms but we did not once enjoy that act of sex that poeple talk so much about... but we did enjoy a couple of kisses... guess it was the fear that of that every lastin fault of sex... kids, and not really know if it would have been a one nyght stand or if we would ever see each other agian... so we kept in other sane that nyght... we kept each alive cause if i would have not bumped into her i would have nothin to look forward to come home too... the who tyme i was overseas in okinawa japan i spent my nyghts writtin letters... plus think i had a journal going and most of them pages was of her... they would say how much i loved her and how perfect the world was... when things were actually shyty... u know it was like being drunk in love... that was it and the scent is makin me have that same feelin.. u know of just wantin to bein her arms... or right about now it is givin me that lonely feelin and wantin to be in a females arms forever... cause that nyght it was like it would have been great and i was about to say fuk the us and the us military... she is more important that all thatshyt... but now i'm comin donw from that high and realizin that it is all a fantasy... it can not be true to love a person that much when u have just met them... love at first syght untrue... that shyt is only in fairy tails... there is not such thing as a perfect match for a person... actually there is no such thing as true love... it is all about hormones... it is about keepin that lady happy or ladies... when they say it is about havin ladies lovin u and the player says it is about the one girl that u need to keep happy or ricardo aronja song... oh jesus i do love that girl who am i kiddin i would give my life to be loved again and kissed in the lips... just one kiss is all it takes a true honest kiss... have kissed a dozen girls but it is not the same... this one hit the spot... she made my world come upside down... she has an hey this myght be my krytonyte... it is what makes me week at the knees... that sent will have me crawlin to u... just kiddin it myght if u kiss me as she did... but think that i should stop thinkin about it and let that higher power send me another angel as her... one that myght not have a child as she did... one that does not lie to me as she did... one that does no drink or willin to quit for me... u know an angel that will be at my side forever...
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