but if u are like most soldiers. u are going to go out and try to get cable. u are going to get a phone line. u are going to get dvds,clothes, and fast food. u are going to spend on things that u do not need. but hey that is all in the life of a person that has everythin laid out for them. there was a tyme that i felt that i had all the money in the world to blow. but know that i have to be very carefull where i spend it. know that i need to chill on my spendin. but i have been tryin to impress people with some of the things i do for them. but think that i will have to chill on that. i am not made of money and neither is my family. and hope that people are able to like me for who i am and not how much i spend on petty things. and hope some people myght learn a bit from me. cause i have bee ntold that i am pretty smart and have a serious side. but hey for u to cut deep enought and reach that side u have to be willin to listen to a guy like me. cause some of the shyt that i myght say will cut u deep. will make u feel like u ain't shyt. cause the world ain't to me. and my whole world is my family. if u ain't family or friends u ain't shyt. now if u have only seen the stupid and quit side of me u don't know me. and don't front and say u know me cause u have talked to me once. u have to know the names of my family and know atleast where i came from. or maybe even know who i like and dislike. well goodnyght and happy birhtday to that cat that told me that his birthday was today. u know who u are and know that yellin out care windows is great fun. is also puts thing into a new light. cause i know that like ain't easy and people know that people ain't either. i'm not an easy person to get along with once u screw me over. so please chill an be my friend. cause if u fuk me over i will make sure u get yours. know i have been able to put many people in thier fuken place. they thought they was on top of the world before they met me. but in my world u are either with me or beneath me. peace and love meme... 9:26 PM 1/30/2005 love for my little sister,younger cause she is taller than i. mari is here name, actually maribel helped me out along my life. now she has brighten up my days for good. was thinkin about drinkin and just not carin about life. but she gave me a reason to live again. it was like there was no reason to keep tryin to stay sober. there was no reason to even give a fuk about life in general. but she is doing good in school. gettin all a's which is good cause she was doing pretty shytty. now it is like things are going well. and was really happy to here her say that she was gettin a's. cause i was pissed when she told me she was not doing so good in school about a year ago. it is like i have ot be on my toes now. cause it was like before i did not care about doin things right. but seein her tryin and doing good makes me tryin to stay sober. if she lied to me and said that she was doing good just to please me well it helped me get through this weekend. cause know that it is going to be about the only things that i will be talkin about. my little sister gettin good grades and be tellin fukers that my younger is the brightest girl on the face of the earth. there is other females that i consider my sister. but think that she is my actual sister through blood. but hey if she ain't she is a pretty cool friend that i like talkin to. going to try to get home on june. there is like these party i have to go too. even though she is like not expectin me. i want to go and will do everythiin in my power to be there. cause i have to see my sister become a woman. that is what quinceneras are. where i gril becomes a woman. think that the years have flown by and have not really paid attention to my family growin up. and me remainin the same goofball as ever. she is a young lady. she will be dancin away with her father and startin to see the world. which think that she has done so far. cause doubt there is a summer that she stays in south texas. but either way i've been turnin from an alcoholic that was a poiin to the family to a man that calls and writes. a man that cares about his family now. cause there was that tyme when beer and alcohol was the most important thing in the world.
9:26 PM 1/30/2005 love for my little sister,younger cause she is taller than i. mari is here name, actually maribel helped me out along my life. now she has brighten up my days for good. was thinkin about drinkin and just not carin about life. but she gave me a reason to live again. it was like there was no reason to keep tryin to stay sober. there was no reason to even give a fuk about life in general. but she is doing good in school. gettin all a's which is good cause she was doing pretty shytty. now it is like things are going well. and was really happy to here her say that she was gettin a's. cause i was pissed when she told me she was not doing so good in school about a year ago. it is like i have ot be on my toes now. cause it was like before i did not care about doin things right. but seein her tryin and doing good makes me tryin to stay sober. if she lied to me and said that she was doing good just to please me well it helped me get through this weekend. cause know that it is going to be about the only things that i will be talkin about. my little sister gettin good grades and be tellin fukers that my younger is the brightest girl on the face of the earth. there is other females that i consider my sister. but think that she is my actual sister through blood. but hey if she ain't she is a pretty cool friend that i like talkin to. going to try to get home on june. there is like these party i have to go too. even though she is like not expectin me. i want to go and will do everythiin in my power to be there. cause i have to see my sister become a woman. that is what quinceneras are. where i gril becomes a woman. think that the years have flown by and have not really paid attention to my family growin up. and me remainin the same goofball as ever. she is a young lady. she will be dancin away with her father and startin to see the world. which think that she has done so far. cause doubt there is a summer that she stays in south texas. but either way i've been turnin from an alcoholic that was a poiin to the family to a man that calls and writes. a man that cares about his family now. cause there was that tyme when beer and alcohol was the most important thing in the world.
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