I WANT TO RIP MY EYE OUT
Yeah, so my eye hasnt stopped twitching for a week. Apparently its cause of a calcium overdose in my blood, but at least thats probably what saved me from breaking bones when I got bucked off a horse...twice...last weekend. SO as you can tell things are going peachy for me.
Another thing. I hate being bi. Hate it. I think it's time to decide, well the time is drawing near. I can't decide yet, haven't done enough...research ;). I feel the need to be one way or the other. Being bi leaves me feeling apart of the world of women and of men. I feel like I could not be intimate with a woman in an innocent way, the way most women are because they might think I want in their pants. And for obvious reasons I am not included in the world of men. If I were a lesbian at least men would know they were "off limits" and be able to relate to me a bit more. I dunno maybe this is bullshit and not true at all. I feel the frustrations of the Metis, good ole grade 7 history.
I'm out.
Kasia
Yea, so going insane from the eye.
Another thing. I hate being bi. Hate it. I think it's time to decide, well the time is drawing near. I can't decide yet, haven't done enough...research ;). I feel the need to be one way or the other. Being bi leaves me feeling apart of the world of women and of men. I feel like I could not be intimate with a woman in an innocent way, the way most women are because they might think I want in their pants. And for obvious reasons I am not included in the world of men. If I were a lesbian at least men would know they were "off limits" and be able to relate to me a bit more. I dunno maybe this is bullshit and not true at all. I feel the frustrations of the Metis, good ole grade 7 history.
I'm out.
Kasia
Yea, so going insane from the eye.