Signed up for this, which is under UCSF.

Now I'm going down a rabbit hole of my old depressed and suicidal posts. There's a section on depression history that got very specific, like how long was your first depressive episode? How long was the second, the third? And I was like, wait, what exactly is a depressive episode then? Because I was ( Read more... )

https://theoutline.com/post/7267/living-with-passive-suicidal-ideation

I wish there was a nicer way to say this, but I don’t always want to be alive. Right now, I don’t actively want to kill myself - I don’t have a plan, I don’t check the majority ( Read more... )